Dear Lifejournal,

Sorry that I've not blogged for so long. There's been many things that has been happening; both good & bad, in my life. I thank God for the good ones, & also for the bad ones, because I know that in the bad things that happen, good things will come out of it. I thank God, that He has drawn me closer to Him, for blessing me with terrific friends, for being with me when all my terrific friends are overseas, & most importantly, taking care of me and my terrific friends.

My family's doing well as well, & I thank God that we have money, I have a beautiful home, a selfless, loving mum, mature & sensitive sister, & a dad who is always there. I thank God that every time I fell, He's there to pick me up, clean my bruises, & push me to go even further. I thank God for my ministry, for my children whom I've grown so close to, & for blessing them; my fellow teachers, my session in charge, & the two most wonderful women I know that has led the ministry with God's love & grace, Aunty Cindy & Aunty Lynda. I thank God for Caleb & the wonderful camp we had, for all the brothers & sisters that helped out in the camp as well. They are truly amazing people He has blessed us with.

I thank God for my school, my buddies, my classmates. Willie & Ron, Raihan & gang, Sabrina, Weiwen, Melissa & gang. Not to forget Kristy, Bendix, Julius, Qian Hui & gang, Sheryl, for her numerous posts that I've always enjoyed reading. They have truly opened my eyes in many different ways that I've never expected, making my JC life so colorful & memorable. I thank God especially for my band mates, for Yi Hao, Jolene, Idy, Wx, Jaclyn, Trivia and gang for my seniors Chang Yong, Nelson, Cai Le, Michelle and Clarice, my juniors Kenny, Shaun, Elaine, Jolene, Jade and Park. Through them, I've seen so much more to a world I that only existed in my head, & laughed at many things life scorns as insignificant.

Lastly, I thank God for Andrea, James, Clara, Jon, Daniel, Zhangs, for the beautiful solid, loving relationship we share, For Dena, who has listened to my ramblings, to my nonsense, & shared my life like a sister. For Tim and Melody, who has put in so much laughter, so much love in the special connection we have. For Tai Yong, Caleb, Jeshua for being such brothers, such mentors all the time, looking out for me. For Jolene, who has been always there to listen to my crap, my heart, my nonsensical laughter & for outings outings outings outings outings outings. My dearest mum, who has loved me so much selflessly, with all her heart and all that she can afford, my sister, who is able to take whatever emotion I throw at her, whatever rants I need to let out of my system, for such a good secret keeper & such a mature mind.

Tomorrow's Thanksgiving. I don't know if that has anything to do with this post though I didn't plan this post before typing. Its coming to the end of the year, & I'm so glad it's been such a great year. All praise and glory goes back to my dearest Daddy, who has sent all these wonderful people in my life, who has constantly reminded me to lean on Him for support, for being so real in my life & of my friends.

Thank you, I look forward, to an even better year ahead. Daddy, preserve & love these relationships, & in You whom I trust, continue to work in our lives. Amen.

I don't know what to do, so Daddy, take charge.