i cant do e dishes, i need someone to scrub my side while i bath, i cant play drums, i can't sleep cause of the excruciating pain, i type only with one hand, even the painkiller tt is one step below morphine doesn't help. feels like someone's drilling thru my finger and slicing my skin open.
early morning nervous attack.
painz .
finally conquered my fear of needles and went for my surgery today. thank God jon and des were with me to give me moral support. and to melody who came after work to visit! it was a really hmm, great? experience? still feeling v dizzy though, gotta go rest now. will post up more pictures and elaborate more on the entire experience maybe tomorrow when i'm feeling better. ciaos!
God is good, ALL THE TIME!
Hello.
Going back to camp in half an hour's time. feeling so sian. tahan tahan, next week will be my operation, then i'll be on mc all the way till ORD.
november is coming, then ill be gone from the army and back to proper life. woohoo. actually wanted to do so many things, upload tunight photos, but so many photos to edit, i just got so lazy, workout, was so lazy to also. went out to ikea just now with jon. makan was good, and i'm so used to being away from camp alrdy, cant wait for it to be fully permenant!
might be having movie marathon w mel por and jon this friday again, gonna be fun!
time to go bath and get ready to BOOK IN. yuck i hate those two words. pui.
goodnight everyone! blessed week ahead! fwah! God bless!
hello everyone, i'm back.
i realize i've always been posting like, 1 or 2 posts before disappearing for a really long time, then coming back again. maybe this time it wont be the case?
time seems to really fly, in just a blink of an eye (well, maybe not in this context), i'm already a month plus away from my ORD, russell and jon ho have already POP-ed, and ben huang has just enlisted. looking back, i must say, i've had one heck of a crazy life, and i thank God for every single experience, be it good or bad, because it has moulded me into a better person.
anyway, i WILL be updating this journal more tomorrow, but yup, life these in the past 3 months has taught me a lot of things. of which, a very humbling experience of which, only a few people know about. but i thank God for friends and family. above all, i thank God for being with me all these while. prior to the rough time that i went through, there were so many happy occasions and events, that i will always treasure and keep in my heart. so, here's a big thank you to all the people close to me, friends and family, for always being here for me, even though at times, i'm stubborn, i'm grumpy, i screw up and i just organise things at the wrong times. i love you guys.
okay now, time to go sleep, fever and flu is really getting to me. goodnight world.
i'm back, was thinking of starting a new journal, but after thinking long and hard, i kinda like the name of this journal. will be posting a few pics tomorrow. stay tuned. คืน ทุกคน